The saddest part about my whole life now, is that ive found stuff that makes me happy, yea go figure the hardest thing in the entire world for me to do and i found something that makes me happy, of course yes there are my occassional sprouts of depression but who the hell cares, i snap out of those now, cause ive chosen to do something about my life, nobody can controll my life, i wont be a puppet for despair, i shall cling to what i hold dear in life "my friends" they have been there for me every time ive ever needed them and i shall always be there for them, i dont believe in doing things in vain so i can honestly say id be there always for my friends....now a random quote tell me who said it or where it came from "imagine if you could that you would do something important in life, probably the most important thing anyone has ever done, but theres a catch, something terrible has to happen first"